Its been awhile...

Yes. It has. Work has been crazy lately. I'm anxious about something. You know the feeling. When you don't have control over something. You are in the passenger seat and someone else is driving the car. That's exactly how I'm feeling. I can't help but feel the need to take things into my own hands. My hubby and dad says no. Be patient. Really? Can you be patient in such circumstances? Knowing that everything rolls down to just this one thing? One thing that might change EVERYTHING? Qada' dan qadar di tangan ALLAH. I have to relax and stay calm. I've got to practice that relaxation technique I learned in one of my classes. Deep breath through the nose... count 1..2...3... let it out through your mouth... count 1...2... 3.... Think of the place that relaxes you the most. I might just go there one of these days! Yippee!!! I need to find some relaxation. I can feel it slowly seeping out of my system. Its making me feel jittery.

That's it for now. Hopefully, I'll get some good news in the next few days.